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This booklet is compiled from informal
discourses given by Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Goswami Maharaj The
Founder-Acaryya Of Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math, Nabadwip, India Under
the direction of The President Acaryya Srila B. S. Govinda Maharaj
Transcribed by: Sripad B.S. Tridandi Maharaj and Sri Mahananda
dasa Bhakti Ranjan
Foreword
I am feeling very fortunate to have come within the personal association
of Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Goswami Maharaj, our Srila Guru Maharaj,
and now to have this chance to introduce this introduction booklet. Throughout
his whole life Srila Guru Maharaj practised what he preached. The sincere
practitioners are themselves an introduction to the subject of genuine,
joyful, spiritual life, but they are not able to visit everyone personally.
Therefore we are taking the opportunity afforded by the modern scientific
age in order to print books to broadcast widely such wisdom. The vibration
emanating from a printing press in this way can beneficially influence
not only this mundane word, but it can even conquer souls already established
in the spiritual plane. It is therefore very joyful and satisfying to
see the manifestation of this publication, Home Comfort – An Introduction
to Inner Fulfilment. It is a selection from our Divine
Master’s lectures introducing the subject of theistic spiritual
life, and, for the service of his Divine Mission, it has been reproduced
in printform by the sincere efforts of the student practitioners here.
Up until his last days in this mundane plane Srila Guru Maharaj would
bestow his mercy upon the conditioned souls in the form of lectures which
he would sometimes deliver continuously hour after hour. From his example
we can understand the injunction of the Scriptures that until our last
breath we must try to practise service to the transcendental service world
– and give that same opportunity to others. If anyone will carefully
read this booklet with sincerity, he must be benefited and receive inspiration,
as well as the opportunity, to reach towards that life of true inner fulfilment.
Humbly,
Swami B.S.Govinda
Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math 8 February 1992 
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Part One
Please listen attentively to what I shall explain. In a scientific way I
shall try to explain, the subject to you, in general, independent of all
religious conceptions. First of all we are to understand that there are
three planes of life: the plane of mundane enjoyment, the plane of renunciation,
and the plane of dedication. The plane of enjoyment is where we are at presently,
more or less. Mundane enjoyment means exploitation; and without
exploitation, none can exist in this plane:
ahastani sahastananam apadani catuspadam
laghuni tatra mahatma jivo jivasya jivanam
“Those that have hands live on those who have no hands. Four-footed
animals live on grass, creepers, etc. and the big live on the small.”
Everything is full of life: creepers, grass, and trees also life, but without
exploitation none can maintain their body here.
This is the plane of exploitation, and, as Newton’s third law says,
to every action there is an equal an opposite reaction. By exploitation
one takes a loan, and to clear that loan he will have to go down. In this
way, there are so many jives (souls) going up and down, up and down due
to action and reaction in the plane of exploitation. Society is trying to
exploitation. Society is trying to exploit to the utmost; everywhere there
is the attempt to live at the cost of others. Without it life is impossible
in the area because this is the plane of exploitation.
The Buddhists, the Jains, the followers of Sankara, and so many others are
trying to get out of this entanglement of exploitation and to find a life
where there is no exploitation, no action and reaction. To avoid action
and reaction they try to find a position of renunciation, and they come
to a conception similar to dreamless sleep, that of Samadhi: to withdraw
completely from the objective world and to remain in the
subjective plane. Without allowing their feelings to move into the lower
plane, they always keep a subjective position, and that is something like
dreamless sleep. The Vaisnava section – those who serve the Supreme
Personality of Godhead – are of the opinion that there is another
world, the world of dedication. That dedication is just the opposite of
exploitation. In the mundane plane every unit wants to exploit the environmet,
but in the plane of dedication, every unit wants to serve the environment;
and not only the environment, but the real key to the life of that plane
is to serve the Centre. We are living in an organic whole, so every point
must be true to the organic Centre. The explanation is given in Srimad-Bhagavatam
by the analogy of service the root of a tree:
yatha taror mula-nisecanena trpyanti tat-skandha-bhujopasakhah
pranopaharac ca yathendriyanam tatheiva sarvarhanam acyutejya
(Bha: 4.31.14)
In the Vedic literature also, we wind it said, “Try to find the one
by knowing whom everything is known:”
yasmina jnate sarvvamidam vijnatam bhavati
yasmina prapte sarvvamidam praptam bhavati
tad vijijnasasva tadeva brahma There is a central point by knowing
which, everything is known, by attaining which everything is attained.
The long and short of the entire Vedic advice is to try to find out that
Centre. Therefore try to find out that Centre. In the beginning some may
think this to be a ludicrous claim: “By knowing one, everything
is know, by getting one,
everything is got – what is this? Only a madman can say such a thing!”
So an analogy is given in Srimad-Bhagavatam: when you pour water onto
the root of a tree, the whole tree is fed, and if you put food into the
stomach, the whole body is fed, similarly, if you do service to the Centre,
everything is served. It is possible and to do that means to
enter the plane of dedication. Avoiding the plane of exploitation, and
also that of renunciation, try to enter the plane of dedication. Youratma,
your soul proper is a member of that plane. That is the real world, whereas
this is the perverted reflection. The real world is where every unit is
dedicating itself to the whole, represented by the Centre, just as in
a healthy body every atom will work for the welfare of the whole body.
If an atom works for itself, it exploits to the extreme, and such local
works for local interest are clearly bad. Every part of the body, and
every atom, is to work for the
welfare of the whole system. There is a Centre, and by the guidance of
that it will work.
What is the position of the Centre? It is mentioned in Bhagavad-gita,
sarvva-dharmman parityajya, mam ekam saranam vraja (Bg. 18.66)
Krsna explains His position: “Abandon all dharmmas (duties) and
just
surrender unto Me.” Now I want to express this conception from another
standpoint.
Hegel was a good German philosopher and his philosophy is known as perfectionism.
He has given an idea: the Absolute Truth, the Prime Cause of everything,
must have two qualifications. What are they? It must be by itself and
for itself. Please try to pay attention. By itself means that He is His
own cause – nothing else created Him. If anything else created Him.
If anything has created Him, that creator will have the primary importance.
Therefore, to be the Absolute He must be anadi, eternally existing and
not created by anything. The Absolute must have this qualification. The
next qualification is that the absolute Truth is for itself. He exists
for His own satisfaction, not to satisfy any other. If His existence is
to satisfy another entity, then he will be secondary, and they for whose
satisfaction He is living will have the prime position. Therefore, the
Absolute must have these two qualifications: He is His own cause, and
He exists only to satisfy Himself, to fulfil His own purpose. The Absolute
is by itself and for itself. If any straw moves, it
moves to fulfil the purpose of the Absolute. Everything – every
incident, and whatever happens – must have to be for His satisfaction.
So the real current is His lila, His Pastimes, but ourselves we are guided
by separate interest: family interest or country
interest or social interest or humanitarianism, etc. But in the infinite
consideration it is all only a tiny part, and we are all engaged in acting
for such separate interest. There is a clash between innumerable separate
interests and so there is trouble. But we must leave all our socalled
special interests, come out from misunderstanding, and try to
attain the function of a unit active for the cause of the whole. The conclusion
of Bhagavad-gita given by Krsna is “Sarvva dharmmman parityajya
– Give up all your duties which you think at present you have to
discharge, and – mam ekam saranam vraja – surrender to My
feet.”
aham tvam sarvva-papebhyo moksayisyami ma sucah
„I shall release you from all the troubles of which you can ever
conceive.“ In other words you are to remember to be faithful to
the Centre. At present all your respective duties are for local interest,
but give up the local identification of your own interest and merge totally
in the interest of the organic whole. We see that if a police officer
takes even three rupees for his own purpose, he is punished, but if he
kills so many for the interest of the country, he is rewarded. Similarly,
whatever is done for the satisfaction of the whole is good, but if you
do anything for yourself or any local friend, you will have to be punished.
In an industry, we have no right to take a bribe for our personal purpose,
at the same time we have no right to call a strike, to close down the
labour force, for then the industry will be destroyed. Neither exploitation
nor renunciation will do. Exploitation is clearly bad, and because we
have no right to go on strike, renunciation is also bad. In an organic
whole the common interest is that everyone must be dedicated to the Centre,
and to the Centre means to the whole. When
we put food into the stomach, the stomach will distribute it properly
to every corner according to its necessity. That sort of life is Vaisnavism.
There is an organic whole, and we are a part of that. We have our special
duties in connection with the whole, and that is proper dedication for
the whole. We are not to put food into the eye, or into the nose, or the
ear, or anywhere except the stomach, then only will it be distributed
properly and the whole organism will be healthy. All of
us are parts of the whole universe, and our duty is to work for the whole,
and that is devotion, dedication, surrender. And how are we to know about
that? We will receive help from that? We will receive help from the revealed
Scriptures, and from the many saints and agents who are also coming from
that plane to bring us into harmony.
The religion of highest harmony has been given by Mahaprabhu Sri Chaitanyadev
who explained devotion on the basis of Srimad-Bhagavatam, the book which
is understood to be the real conclusion of all the revealed Scriptures.
In this way He explained that energy or power is not the highest thing,
but knowledge is above it. Knowledge can control power and give a beneficial
result, but further, knowledge itself also holds a lower position: above
it is love and affection, and that is the highest. Neither knowledge nor
power, but only affection can give us fulfilment of life. Mercy is higher
than justice. Justice only exists where there is the necessity of laws,
rules, etc., but in the realm of the Absolute Autocrat, who is the Absolute
Good, there can be no question of any
apprehension about Him. He is Absolute Good, and Absolute Good is Absolute
Love and Affection, and that is home! Back to God, back to home. What
is home? It is where we find that we are in the midst of our well-wishers.
If we do not care for our own benefit, then there are so many who will
take care of us – in fact the whole environment will take care of
us – and that is home. That is the domain of the Absolute, and we
can enter into His service, the highest position, and thereby see the
affection, love, harmony, and beauty that exist there. All these qualities
are similar and they constitute the nature of the Prime Cause and Good,
and we are to go there. Misusing our free-will we have been somehow led
astray but now we are being called, “Come home, back to God and
back to home, the highest position, the land of love.” This is,
in general and in short, the sum total which I have presented to you –
this is Krsna conception in
Bhagavad-gita and in Srimad-Bhagabatam, and it is the conception that
has been given by Sri Chaitanyadev. This Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math and
the whole of the Gaudiya Mission is preaching only for that. “Go
to the Centre, use your life for total dedication to the Centre, and the
Centre is all above justice. It is all-merciful, affectionate, loving,
and beautiful.” This is general background of Vaisnava religion,
of Srimad Bhagavad-gita and Srimad-Bhagavatam and a brief history of all
conceptions of religion – that is, exploitation, renunciation, and
dedication are the three planes of life, and the soul proper is a member
of the land of dedication. All are dedicating units but somehow, by
misusing their partial free-will, they have entered into the world of
exploitation. Buddha, Jain, Parasanath and others have helped those who
want to withdraw from here, to get out of the entanglement of exploitation
– of action and reaction – by complete retirement. They have
said that after retirement, the soul can live happily. Still, there may
be the possibility of again becoming entangled in this trap, but where
the really free souls live, all are dedicating units, and when we want
to trace what is harmonising them and maintaining them in that plane we
shall see that all are working for the whole, and the whole is represented
by the one Absolute Good. We are to see all these things, and for this
the human birth is very valuable. In connection with the sadhus –
the saints, the agent – we shall try our best to get out of this
entanglement and enter into the land of love, dedication, and affection.
We have already published several books, and there are many old scriptures
which also help us understand properly and in a more detailed way about
all ontological aspects of religion.
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Part Two
Our home is full of freedom, more comfort – everything. It is a
place where there is a natural transactions of faith, love, affection,
etc. It is inconceivable. The Upanisads say, “Don’t venture
to test the unthinkable plane with your reasoning. That plane really is
beyond the capacity of your thought. It is under a different set of laws.
Your mathematical calculations and conclusions in this world are acquainted
with points, planes, and solids. At present you are a man in the world
of solids, and you have some limited association with planes and points
in a somewhat abstract way, therefore how can you calculate about higher
things of which you have no knowledge? The ways of living and the laws
of that country are all unknown to you, so you cannot try to debate about
that. That plane is of quite a different nature.” If your understanding
is limited to the laws of water, then how can you calculate about air?
Similarly if you are familiar only with the laws of air, how can you make
any calculation within the sphere of
ether? Therefore, don’t rush to bring within your experimental laboratory
those items which are beyond the capacity of your thinking, for that will
be foolishness. Higher things do exist, but the general man in this world
has no knowledge about them. We are indeed experiencers and have some
knowledge, but only to a particular degree and standard. We cannot venture
to calculate what is beyond our reach. But if those who
actually have experience of that plane will come to us and give us some
information, then we can make some comparison: “This gentleman of
a particular experience of ether has written in this way, another gentleman
who has experience and has also experimented about ether has written in
another particular manner.” In this way we
can gain some understanding from their investigation and their real connection
with the subject matter.
In the section of those investigating about telescopes, we can make a
comparison of their findings. The experience of one researcher with his
telescope is of a certain type and we can also learn about the experience
of others with their particular telescopes. With the information available
to us from their actual connection with the telescopes and their experiments,
we may be able to conclude that perhaps a certain telescope was more powerful,
another more powerful in a particular field, etc. So, we have some limited
capacity to compare what has been discovered beyond our senses by means
of
the telescope, even though we ourselves may not have a telescope. The
subject of the higher things discovered by the mental “telescope,”
or soul’s “telescope,” has been dealt with in the Scriptures.
Such subject matter is known by the saints, and we are to
take their help in order to have entrance within that land. We are not
at present in a position to have experience of the higher plane, but later,
by the help of the saints and Scriptures, when we shall ourselves have
that type of telescope, we will be able to have such higher experience.
sve svehadhikare ya nistha sagunah parikirttitah
“To pay attention to your own plane is admirable.”
acintyah khalu ye bhava nastam tarkena yojayet
Don’t let the argumentative spirit overshadow everything. Argument
is not all in all: It is not that it must be the resort of every belief.
The spiritual realm is acintya, inconceivable, but still we are to try
to understand things according to our capacity, faith, and realisation.
Above all, we have to accommodate within our mind that sweetness is sweet,
and truth is truth, however strong it may be, but we should not take any
standard from here and apply it to that higher realm. If one has no eyes
but another can see, the blind man will naturally seek help from the one
who has vision. We are also blind to what is within ourselves otherwise
what is the necessity of consulting
a doctor? The doctor can see what we cannot: he will diagnose and then
we will undergo treatment. Naturally we will have respect and will give
him something for his assistance – it is not unreasonable.
The Guru is the specialist doctor, and we will understand his qualification
when we come to see that what he says is real and not imaginary. Such
vision will depend upon the degree of awakenment of the eye. If one who
is blind is treated by a capable doctor he will gradually directly perceive,
„Yes, I begin to see something. I now have some eye experience.“
From that time on he won’t care for the speculative opinions of
the other blind people, but he will have his direct capacity to see. With
the coming of sight he can understand that the application of the medicine
has some real effect.
Scientific understanding is also similar. In earlier days when Faraday
discovered electricity, many people laughed, „What is this? It is
mere curiosity. What utility can we have from this electricity?“
I once read an account of Faraday demonstrating an experiment to show
the effect of his discovery. He generated electricity with a machine and
then he showed small pieces of paper being moved by that electric current.
Many were satisfied to see his new discovery, but then a lady remarked,
„But after all this, Mr. Faraday, what practical
benefit shall we derive from this luxury play of yours.“ Faraday
replied, „Madam, please can you tell me what is the utility of a
newborn babe?“ His point was that when a baby is born we are to
take care of him, then, when grown, his energy will be put to
work usefully. Similarly, some consider that God consciousness is only
a luxury, a fashion, or like playing – that it has no practical
application or direct utility.
But when God consciousness becomes intense, those who experience it will
see all other activities, however apparently important, to have no value.
Why? Because ultimately we want to live. We don’t want to die. To
live is the main necessity and the general necessity of all of us. No
one can deny that they want to live, and not only live, but live happily,
properly, and consciously. Furthermore, we want to avoid all
affliction, misery, etc.
When God consciousness arises within someone, he can see clearly, „Why
is everyone engaged in a wild goose chase in this material world? Everyone
wants happiness, but all are running after an imaginary phantasmagoria.“
Happiness can never be with mortal things. WE are making a transaction
with the mortal world, but that cannot bring satisfaction; it can only
lose our energy. What we collect on one side, disappears on
another. A wise man should neither accept nor tolerate this sort of waste
of energy as the principle of life. Such a wise person can see another
plane of life. He can see that
he is not a party to this mortal world which is like a place of playing.
He will feel, „I am immortal. I am a member of the eternal world
but I have somehow become entangled in this mortal aspect of existence.
So, as soon as I can shake off this connection I shall then stand in a
normal position.“ He will find that he himself – the soul,
the feeler, the conceiver – is a member of another soil but he has
become entangled within this mortal pain-producing world. This is a miserable
world. With the strength of his realisation he can make improvement
in his progress to the immortal plane. As proof positive comes before
us we shall feel sure, „Now I see these things and hear these things,
and this experience is all more real
than the world about me. The world is vague, but what I now see and hear
is more real than that.“
A direct transaction is possible with the soul, with God, and with God’s
land. Where we are presently living is the plane of indirect transactions:
first the eye, ear, etc. collect experience, then it goes to the mind
before we can have experience of this world. But in the case of the soul,
we can feel everything directly ourselves without the help
of any instrument. Through a microscope we see one thing, and through
the naked
eye we see something else. There is a difference. Through the eye, ear,
etc. we have some experience of this world, but concerning the soul, if
we can withdraw from the “progress” in the negative side,
we shall be able to feel, “Oh! This is the nature of the soul.”
We shall directly feel who we are without the help of any instrument.
The soul can see itself, it can focus upon itself and through introspection
he will realise his very nature. Through the process of introspection
the soul, without the help of any other instrument, will perceive all
possible conceptions of himself directly. He will then
understand his own soil: he will gain the conception of a higher type
of soil. On that positive side he will discover: “I do not die.”
The material plane is the plane of misrepresentation and misunderstanding,
but in the higher plane there is no misunderstanding. Once admitted there,
our conception, though it may be partial, will be clear and true. Anyone
having that experience will
be convinced and he will be determined to go forwards. Socrates could
feel that the soul was immortal. He was so intense with his feeling that
he did not give any value to his own life in this mundane world. He neglectfully
disconnected himself from this
world because with great conviction he knew the soul to be immortal. Christ
also was so much convinced of his Lord that he did not give any care for
the happiness and pleasures of this world: he neglectfully rejected it
all. There are many things invisible to this fleshy eye that are visible
with the eye of knowledge. We can concede that the eye of knowledge can
see many things which the fleshy eye cannot. Similarly a deep
vision exists by which we can see things in a different, more hopeful
way: “Come and see!” An eye cannot see when it is covered
by a cataract, but when the cataract is removed the eye can see. Ignorance
is like a cataract in our eye that causes us blindness. Our vision is
only superficial, but deeper vision can see many things. This eye backed
by the eye of knowledge can see many things – deeper and deeper.
Our apparent sight has no value. Real value is present in the seer who
can see with deeper vision. And all are not equal: there are the wise,
the wiser, the eve wiser … There is gradation, and according to
his capacity the seer will see. It is easy to see that at present we are
members of this mortal world, but by what are we connected? It is our
body that is the member. If we can go above the body we can go to the
mind, then on
to the intelligence, then to the soul. We will find that the plane where
the souls live is eternal, and the soul itself is also eternal. From there
we can go on to search after the Supersoul, the origin of all our thoughts.
The Supersoul is likened to the sun which is the origin of all rays of
light. Once we find a ray of light we can approach the sun from which
all rays emanate. Similarly, from the conception of our own selves, knowing
ourselves to be particles of consciousness, we can search out a plane
of super-consciousness, super-knowledge, and superexistence.
In this way we can progress to the ultimate cause, the source of all.
But we cannot go just according to our own whim and freedom, some sort
of help from that plane is indispensably necessary. Such help comes in
the form of Guru, the Vaisnavas, and other agents of that land. With their
help we can make honest progress towards the
goal. At present we are as if monarchs of all we survey, but what we survey
is all transient, mortal, and reactionary. If we look scrutinisingly we
will see it is all reactionary. What is pleasing today, will later on
turn into pain, therefore we must seek a good position somewhere else,
a good place to build our home elsewhere. In the
course of that search we will find that we do have our own home, and it
is all-perfect.
“Home. Back to God, back to home – sweet, sweet. Home.”
This sort of feeling we shall find within us if we are fortunate to be
allowed a little participation by the grace of the canvassers of that
land: the agents of the Lord. We shall be taken to that proper soil and
we shall gain some solid familiar type of conception of what our real
home is
like. In this way we shall progress to that side. In the beginning we
may think that we shall be going to some unknown quarter: “Innumerable
living entities are here around me in my present world, but where I am
now trying to go, that is uncertain.
It seems imaginary and abstract.” However when we begin our journey
we will gradually find that almost all existence is in that side, the
side where all are truthful. We shall find that this material side is
very meagre and limited, and here there is only a tiny representation
of the truth. From here we may think that most of the existence is here
and only a very few special souls go from here to the immortal world such
as Socrates, Muhammad, Buddha, etc. But gradually we will come to understand
that the higher world is infinitely greater than the mundane portion we
see here. We will gradually come to understand that as in a country a
few people are confined in a hospital or a prison and are suffering, similarly
a few persons are here in this mundane plane as
punishment. As this becomes clearer to us we shall feel more courage to
proceed, and with greater speed we shall run towards our home. Let us
go home, and the nearer we are to home, our speed will increase more and
more, “Oh. This is my homeland!”
At present we are outside and our mind is also focused outside.
We are helplessly moving. Our hope lies only in the grace of the divine
agents. They come to pick us up and warn us, “What are you doing?
Don’t go on that side. It is the land of danger, the land of death.
Come along with me. I shall take you to the land of eternal nectar.”
Those agents come to arouse us from our slumber, our ignorant madness.
They are the Vaisnavas, and they have also given the Scriptures which
give some history of the land outside and of the saints who have gone
there. Through the Scriptures our faith will gradually develop and we
will increasingly keep association with the sadhus. In so doing we shall
make even quicker progress.
One’s own feeling is the guarantee as to whether he is making real
progress or not. Hrdaye nabhya nujnato. He will receive approval from
his own heart that he is making real progress. Otherwise, a man may be
coaxingly taken in a particular direction only to feel frustration after
some time, but such a transaction is not genuine – it is
false, a hoax. In the name of religion so many such things do go on, like
a trade, but that does not mean that real realisation and real emancipation
do not exist. Hrdaye nabhya nujnato – the ultimate guarantee is
the approval of your own heart, “Yes. Really this is what I want.
From the innermost core of my heart I feel the desire to dance to find
that such progress is possible.”
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Part Three
Normally in this world we are men of action, men who exploit the environment
and nature in order to gather energy. Always there is the attempt to collect
more and more energy to use at our command, and to save something so it
may be utilised in the time of necessity. In general, that is the very
nature of those who live here. And if any
hindrance will come in that attempt then it is considered that those circumstances
are very bad because they oppose the object of life here, which is to
collect more energy. However, to remind us about the importance of the
inner wealth we are advised that the outer nature cannot do as much harm
to us as our internal nature can do in its
apathy to collect more wealth for the inner existence: the man within.
We are to be mindful of this point: what comes from outside is not so
important – it all comes and goes. Even the body which is at present
the centre of our thoughts will vanish, therefore what is the necessity
of collecting so much energy in connection with this body? Awaken from
within your soul the proper man within you. Try to find him and
try to collect help for him. This campaign is possible only with the connection
of the sadhu, the saint. We shall be the loser on any day in which we
do not meet with a saint, and hear any discussion about the inner meaning
and substance of life. Be conscious of this. In all respects and anyhow,
be mindful of your own person. Look after your own interest by finding
your own self. Be unmindful towards the external world and ircumstances
and dive deep into the reality, your inner wealth. Find your inner self
and
the inner world within where your inner self is living. Try to find that
home. Back to God, back to home. Utilise your energy only for going home,
and not for wandering into the land of others: the land of death.
Try to avoid the land of death at any cost, and always try to find out
the eternal soil. You are to find out that you are a member of that soil.
Try to understand what is your home, and why that is your home. What does
home comfort mean? It means it is the natural place which is our birth-right.
We have to face the fact that we are not at home.
But if there is some hankering within us to search for that, we are fortunate.
Our necessity is to find how that inner thirst can be quenched. Our feeling
should be: “The world is here and I am here, but I am unsatisfied.
How can my inner self be satisfied.” We are in want, therefore by
what process can this want be removed? For the present we have this fleshy
body, but to know anything and everything about the body – about
the bones, nervous system, blood, etc. – is all unnecessary. To
know about the composition of the blood, etc. is just unnecessary detail.
Our enquiry should be regulated in this way:
“Who am I, and why am I troubled? I do not know how to rid
myself of these problems.”
This is the general question and we are to be concerned with that. “Athato
brahma-jijnasa – from where have I come? How am I living, and what
is my future?” These are the main questions that should concern
us, and we must concentrate the whole of our energy to find the solution.
This does not only apply to just one person – myself – but
this is the concern of all creation. To seek the source of everything
is the nature of proper enquiry, but to enquire after this and that and
so many hundreds of things is
simply a waste of energy. The sastric (Scriptural) enquiry has been couched
in such a way: “From where have I come? What sustains me? What is
my future? Why am I uneasy, and how can I acquire my inner fulfilment?”
All enquiry should follow this standard way, otherwise there is some disease
of enquiry: it won’t be proper enquiry. More and more curiosity
may arise without end, therefore we must learn how to
question, how to enquire, and in that way our energy will have some value
and won’t be wasted.
Enquiry is bona fide when it is directed towards how to fulfil the real
goal, therefore we are to save our energy and regulate it in the proper
channel. This is Kali-yuga – the age of quarrel – and our
real and only helpful necessity in life is the company of the established
saints and the Holy Name of Krsna – sadhu-sange krsna-nama. Otherwise,
deviating from that, we may be misguided at any and every step.
sadhu-sange krsna-nama ei matra cai samsara jinite ara kona vasttu
nai
Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu gave this as the substance of all advice, and
there is nothing more useful than this to help us get out of undesirability.
He says that to chant Krsna-nama but without the association of the sadhus
also means that it will be very difficult for us to proceed. Therefore
in one word the solution is in sadhu-sanga. We are to
secure the company of a standard realised soul, then everything will fall
into place, and the king of the sadhus is the Guru. Gurudeva is the king
of the good-men who can give guidance. For one to be Guru it means that
he can guide us satisfactorily, otherwise whom can we believe and trust
to our can we believe and trust to our utmost
understanding, and to whom can we fully submit and surrender? The Guru
is where our enquiry will be fulfilled to its utmost necessity. From him
higher direction will come from above, from a more and more elevated sphere
of love. We are to connect with that high and subtlemost wave and we will
be more benefited. This is the general idea.
On the whole, we are to try to always be at the disposal of the higher
agency, at the disposal of the higher thinkers of the higher provinces.
In that way we shall come in connection with the higher and most subtle
layer of life. There are different waves of different types and interests,
and of different loss and gain, but to connect with
the highest should be our aim.
We are to see that the charm of this life is finished. Already we have
had good experience that this is all stale. After all, wherever there
are the four enemies, janma, mrtyu, jara, vyadhi – birth, death,
old age, and disease, there cannot be any real happiness. Wherever there
is death there cannot be any happiness. In such a plane we are always
under the threat of death, so there is no charm: all charm is completely
finished. Therefore, with eagerness we must make enquiry as to where we
shall be able to live. We must select a higher plane where we can really
live.
yad gatva na nivartante tad dhama paramam mama
(Bg. 15.6)
In Srimad Bhagavad-gita Krsna says, “The place from which there
is no returning to this deathly plane is My supreme abode.”
abrahma-bhuvanal lokah punar avartino ‘rjjuna
mam upetya tu kaunteya punar janma na vidyate
(Bg. 8.16.)
He instructs Arjjuna, “A permanent position is only possible in
My plane. All occupations in this plane, even that of a king, are all
just as in a dream. So if you want to get our of this dreaming life and
enter into reality then raise yourself to the standard of finding the
plane of reality, however subtle it may be, for that cannot be devoured
by death. Collect your energy to build up something permanent. At present
you are investing your energy in something that is going to be demolished
at the next moment – a foolish attempt.”
uddhared atmanatmanam natmanam avasadayet
atmaiva hy atmano bandhur atmaiva ripur atmanah
(Bg. 6.5)
“Note that you are your own friend. But you are your own enemy also.
You are your own enemy if you don’t take good care of your own development
for your real progress. But you can be your own friend, and non can give
as much help to you as you, yourself, can do.”
bandhur atmatmanas tasya, yenaivatmatmana jitah
(Bg. 6.6)
“If at all you can have any self-control then collect your energy
from going astray and direct it to the proper channel where you can really
thrive, and then you will be your real friend. However, if you allow yourself
to be led by the various senses of lower nature which are always trying
to move in the land of exploitation, reaction, and
suffering then you are your own enemy. Consider all these things.”
vimrsyaitad asesena, yathecchasi tatha kuru
(Bg. 18.63)
“Consider and consider deeply, then take the right step as to what
to do.” The human life is very valuable. You have the power of discrimination,
but that will be denied you if, compelled by the reactionary wave, you
have to go into the body of a tree, a beast, or wherever. Can you say
for certain that in your next life you will not be degraded into an animal
body? What guarantee is there that you won’t be ? It is not that
all action and all progress takes place only in the realm of death. Progress
is not limited just to darkness and ignorance, but if you really participate
in positive progress you will be able to feel what real progress is. Hrdaye
nabhya nujnato – you will feel and conceive the progress with your
inner approval, your heart’s approval. It is not that some bogus
hope has been given and you will be taken into a foreign land to be murdered,
tortured, mistreated, etc. There is no question of that.
bhaktih paresanubhavo viraktir anyatra caisa trika eka-kalah
prapadyamanasya yathasnatah syus tustih pustih ksud-apayo ‘nu-ghasam
(Bhav:11.2.42)
This famous sloka of Srimad-Bhagavatam explains that when you eat something,
your belly will give witness. It will say, “Yes, I am eating.”
Hunger will be satisfied, the body nourished, and there will be the fulfilment
of having been fed. The body will be nourished, and will gain strength,
and, along with all this, will be your own inner
approval of having eaten. Furthermore there will be no longer any feeling
of necessity to eat more and more. Similarly in spiritual life so many
symptoms will come to give proof of your progress. We now have a human
body and this is the most valuable time
for us, but it is being lost due to misapplication. Our most valuable
energy is being lost through misappropriation.
Uttisthatah jagratah prapyovaran nivodhatah – so, awake,
arise, and engage yourself not only for you, but address others also to
engage in this campaign, and that in turn will give you further help in
a particular way. The main thing is that under the guidance of a higher
agent we should engage ourselves in devotional activities and have a busy
programme so there may not be any spare time to go on with any trifling
mundane matters. Such a busy programme in the association of the devotees
will be very helpful for us.
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Part Four
Internal self-satisfaction, to disregard the present environment of the
troublesome world, is a valuable asset. It is nearing the soul area. Real
bhakti, devotion, is ahaituki, causeless; it is its own cause. It is causeless
and it is by itself. As Hegel said, reality is by itself. Reality is not
an abstract thing, but reality means a system, a system that exists by
itself. It is anadi and ahaituki, it is eternal, and nothing can produce
it. Bhakti is its own cause. These are the definitions that have been
given to help us to understand what is bhakti. It is not created by some
other thing, it is there eternally, but it is only covered and should
be uncovered, discovered. It is there in a potential form. By outside
help it will gradually and progressively come out: it is as if sleeping
– it is necessary to rouse it. Anyabhilasa, karma, jnana –
fleeting desires, and the organised attempts for both exploitation and
retirement or indifference, are covers. We have to remove these covers
and then bhakti will emerge in all its pristine glory.
To have affinity and attraction towards the higher truth is very rarely
found, especially in this modern age where the direction of thought is
all towards exploitation, even of knowledge. Knowledge being also subservient
to exploitation is creating havoc. Atomic
energy and so many other kinds of scientific research are the cause of
great apprehension: the world is threatened with destruction at any moment.
This scientific knowledge has brought us to such a position that at any
moment the whole thing may be finished! This knowledge is suicidal. The
increase of such knowledge in this world means the result is that we are
going to commit suicide. Exploitation means reaction. So, if we are to
accept general, wholesale, exploitation then the result will be pralaya,
maha-pralaya, destruction – wholesale. In any way, whether by the
atomic bomb or by any other natural incident, the pralaya will come, and
after that, again creation: birth
and death, birth and death … Each individual will be born and die
again, and the whole solar system will also be born and will die again
and again without end. If we are to get out of this entanglement, we must
leave this atmosphere experienced by our senses. In Bhagavad-gita and
in the Upanisads also it is mentioned, indriyani parany ahur.
Our senses hold the principle position, because if the eye, ear, nose,
touch, etc. are gone, then the whole world is gone from us. Because we
have senses we have our world. In the world of experience, our senses
are allimportant. Then – indriyebhyah param manah – the mind
is within. And what is the mind? It is the faculty within us which selects,
“I want this, I don’t want that.” We have a liking for
something, and a disregard for something else, and this is the principle
of the mind within us. It is more important that the senses because if
I am unmindful, a person may walk in front of me but it is possible that
I will say, “Oh, I did not notice him. I did not see him and I could
not
hear him. I was unmindful.” So, mind is in the centre, and that
is more important than our senses. The senses are more important than
the external world, and the mind is more important because if the mind
does not receive, then the senses, which are like so many doors, are useless.
Then – manasas tu para buddhir – there is another principle
to be traced within us, a fine thing called reason, buddhi, and what is
its characteristic? The mind will say, “Oh, I shall take that,”
but buddhi says, “Oh no. No, don’t take that, it will cause
some damage. You rather take this, it will give you benefit.” That
faculty of selection, that reason, is a higher principle in us. Then –
buddher yah paratas tu sah – that which is superior even to the
intelligence is the soul himself.
In this way we are to trace out the elements. More important than the
external world are our senses; more important than our senses is our mind;
and above the mind is reason which is even more important, more fine and
more reliable; and – buddher yah paratas tu sah – there is
another thing above the buddhi, and that is our soul. And what is its
nature, its characteristic? It is like light. In the Scriptures an example
has been given that on a moonlit night there may be a cloud in the sky
which has covered the moon – but the cloud is seen by the light
of the moon. The compiler of the Vedas, Vyasadeva, says the atma is like
that illuminating moon. Or, like the sun: a cloud has covered the sun,
but the cloud is seen by the light of the sun. Similarly, the atma is
a point of light within us, and because it is in the background we can
feel our mental system. If the light is withdrawn, then everything is
dead. The mental system, the intelligence, the faculty of choice, and
so many channels through which we gain knowledge from outside, will have
no value if that light is withdrawn. That light is the atma, a point of
a ray of light, and it is quite categorically different from all other
things here. The soul is a particle of light and there is a land of light
made of souls, and in this way there is development again: from the subjective
to super-subjective, from soul to Supersoul, atma to Paramatma. Just as
in this world we find ether, air, heat, water, then earth, then stone,
and in this way there is development in material existence, similarly
in the finer world there is also development: from the intelligence to
the soul, then to the Supersoul, to the Supersupersoul …. In this
way the subjective side goes towards the infinite. It is super-subjective.
Darwin in his theory of evolution says that everything comes from matter.
He says that even within the womb, first there is something material which
grows, and from that growth of matter, knowledge also gradually grows.
In general terms he thinks that
consciousness comes out of matter. But the followers of the revealed truth
do not believe in that. They say that consciousness is all in all, and
everything is floating on the ocean of consciousness. That is subjective
evolution. Darwin talks of objective evolution, but the Vedic Scriptures
say that everything comes under the category of
subjective evolution. As Bishop Berkeley, one European philosopher said,
“It is not that the mind is in the world, but the world is in the
mind.” Everything is floating in the plane of consciousness. Consciousness
presupposes everything. Darwin’s section say that in the beginning
was the fossil. But what is a fossil? A fossil means a particular conception,
and that is a part of consciousness. Therefore, we contend that consciousness
is the most original subject. Whatever you may say to be the beginning,
before that, consciousness existed, otherwise you cannot give any statement
about anything. So, the Vedic truth states that Brahman – the all-pervading
impersonal aspect of the Absolute – is the source of the souls,
and above the soul, atma, is the Supersoul, Paramatma. In the mundane
worlds all development is in the black side, but there is also a bright
side: the eternal world, which exists with so many joyful activities –
so many waves in the ocean of blissfulness and joy. In this way we are
to understand what should be our duty in this life, what is the special
importance of the human life, and how to utilise that. There are so many
religious opinions, but we seekers after
truth shall have to find a harmonising solution amongst them, and for
that we are to enter into some comparative study. It is mentioned in the
Scriptures that we should not change our position very easily. For example
a commander will say to his army,
“Don’t change your position. Rather, die to keep it.”
But when the chance will come, he will say, “Go forward.”
Similarly, the sastra, the Scriptures, have told, “Wherever you
are born according to your previous karma, wherever you have taken your
stand, don’t try to leave there otherwise there is the possibility
you will go down.” But at the same time, when a proper chance comes,
they say, “March on towards the Absolute! Make further progress.”
So, in Bhagavad-gita it is given, “Don’t easily lose your
present position acquired by your previous action – rather, die
there!” But then again, Krsna comes to say:
sarvva-dharmman parityajya mam ekam saranam vraja
When you get the chance of marching towards the Centre, you must do it
at all cost.” This is the revolutionary method. There is the constitutional
method and the revolutionary method. The revolutionary method is to take
the risk of anything and everything and march on, march forward towards
the central truth, and, because
this human life gives the best opportunity, we shall do whatever is necessary
for that.
Only in the human life do you practically have the use of your discrimination
and decision. If you lose this position and go to animal life or vegetable
life, no one knows when you will again come back to be able to take independent
and voluntary decision. Therefore this human life is most important and
you should not misuse it only in the
practices of animal life: ahara, nidra, bhaya, maithuna – to eat,
to sleep, to be under apprehension at every minute, and to have sense
pleasure, because this you will get everywhere. If you will become an
animal or go anywhere else – to become a bird,
a worm, an insect, etc. – you will get all these enjoyments, but
to culture about your soul, about religion, about your proper function,
that chance you will not get anywhere else other than in the human form
of life. In the company of the saints the entire position may be discussed,
in this way you can make progress in your life and save
yourself. But if having received a human birth, you lose this chance,
you are committing suicide, or even more than that! One commits suicide
who having received the chance of a human birth does not try to help himself
properly, to try for his wholesale relief.
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